Do I need one now?

This issue has been on my mind more frequently than I want lately.

I've never felt left out or inadequate about not having a boyfriend before, but more and more people are beginning to ask me about it and it's starting to get into my head! Why give me unnecessary pressure and make me feel sorry for myself?!

I know I'm being stupid. Sometimes I just feel like screaming out, "YES, I DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND! I DON'T HAVE A GUY WHO'S PURSUING ME! I'VE NEVER BEEN IN A RELATIONSHIP BEFORE! SO WHAT?!" Apparently, this is weird for some people, so I can't do anything about it but just shut up and let them talk.

Lord, I need You to give me peace of mind. I need You to help me forget this feeling that I need a boyfriend now. I trust that when the time is right, the 'perfect' guy will come into my life with You leading him in. I trust that in the mean time, You are there to take care of me, to love me, and to share my joy and sorrow.

Lord, I need You. That’s all I’m asking.



This video is more of a crude self-reminder, but I shall watch it again from time to time. LOL!

And I should tell myself this more often: WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT, IT WILL HAPPEN.

2 comments:

Irene J. Lewis said...

no you dont need one now. enjoy life and all it has to offer! :)) i miss you jess!

LT said...

Haha, I just saw this blog post of yours and it totally hit home! The comments will increase in number as time passes huhu.

Let's remind each other to trust God in this matter k! =) And yes, we definitely do not need a boyfriend to feel good =p

 

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