This issue has been on my mind more frequently than I want lately.
I've never felt left out or inadequate about not having a boyfriend before, but more and more people are beginning to ask me about it and it's starting to get into my head! Why give me unnecessary pressure and make me feel sorry for myself?!
I know I'm being stupid. Sometimes I just feel like screaming out, "YES, I DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND! I DON'T HAVE A GUY WHO'S PURSUING ME! I'VE NEVER BEEN IN A RELATIONSHIP BEFORE! SO WHAT?!" Apparently, this is weird for some people, so I can't do anything about it but just shut up and let them talk.
Lord, I need You to give me peace of mind. I need You to help me forget this feeling that I need a boyfriend now. I trust that when the time is right, the 'perfect' guy will come into my life with You leading him in. I trust that in the mean time, You are there to take care of me, to love me, and to share my joy and sorrow.
Lord, I need You. That’s all I’m asking.
This video is more of a crude self-reminder, but I shall watch it again from time to time. LOL!
And I should tell myself this more often: WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT, IT WILL HAPPEN.
What is our future?
Watching this made me realize how ignorant I've been about the current situation of this country. I don't want to comment much about this since 'freedom of speech' doesn't necessarily exist here, so I'll just let the video speak for itself.
My eyes almost popped out during the part about how we can finally afford a car and a house.
Project 365.
I created a separate blog to document a new project, Project 365!
http://jayceepeekay.tumblr.com :)
